Remembering

Recently a friend of mine and I got to share and created sacred space in the process. As we sat together I began to feel something deep within me coming to the surface. My eyes began to tear as I closed them to see and feel what was within me. It is very important to me to now be able to see my past and the messages behind the experiences. I saw that I was in my mothers womb beginning to surface into the world. I could feel the light of the room coming to my eyes as I was brought out into a cold room being spanked and welcomed into the world. I felt the sadness of my own birth. I was brought into a world without love. As I was not breast fed I was unable to feel the nurturing that I remembered receiving from God. I was born disconnected and realized how starved I was to be nurtured. In all fairness my mother also was starved deep within. This is why I have felt alone within my own world. I felt the greater presence but had no idea how to get there. We developed our world so wonderfully that we lost our true connection to God. We cultivated our civilization and refined our society so much that we created our own separation. Our connections to God had no place anymore. Except through controlled processes. I realized that we rarely ever touched the earth. We touch carpet, leather, wood floors, plastic, cement and planted hybrid grass. But how often do we get to really be able to touch the earth. We have taken natural herbs provided to us by nature and proceeded to perfect until they reached the ultimate status of synthetic. People who have worked with nature and her healing elements have been labeled as invalid because the FDA cannot verify that humans by nature are a part of the plant and animal kingdom. We are beyond that because we are human. How can we be a part of the very thing we now claim to own and control. In summary we have created our own separation from God and Nature. This was not Gods doing we get to take full credit. But it brings to light the perfection of Gods system and the depths of Gods love to allow his children to learn the values of creation and the importance of free-will and the process of finding the truth.

Common Bonds to Nature

Recently I was provided the opportunity to become involved with a local natural resource called The Laguna de Santa Rosa. It was about our local city council majority voting to put funds towards active parks as opposed to passive. (Nature trails-preservation etc.) The event was very successful with over 200 people visiting and participating. I realized that we cannot put the fate of nature and our natural habitat to the end result of one vote. If we do then we have failed in our ability to recognize who we really are and what we are all a part of. Think about everything within our lives that is physical. Everything..Leave nothing out from your television to your comb. Name one thing that is not of nature. It may have been dramatically altered from its original component but nothing can exist today if it were not of nature. We were given a perfect world with more resources than anyone could ever ask for. We were provided with free will to do what we choose to do with the earth. It was ours to be born of and to be here to provide nourishment and a place where we got to be raised. It is truly our mother who has provided beyond anything we could ever imagine. Now my friends here we are acting as if we are orphans and have no parents.

Feelings of Home

Over the last 10 years I would meet people who I felt a strong heart connection with and enjoyed the feelings that I was able to sense. Each time there seemed to be a catch or hoops that needed to be jumped through in order to continue the relationship and feelings. Each one bringing to me a greater awareness of different parts of who I am. During the last three years after my awakening the connections began to move towards a deeper level of understanding and I was able experience that the energy when shared, was able to facilitate movement within the parties lives. When either party became needy the energy went dormant and become self serving. When allowed to flow without attachment but with recognition and honoring the world flowed with it. The energy was then put to use in the world around us. Everyone gets to feel it and even though they may not be aware of the source it can change ones life. But try to own or control the love and contain it for selfish purposes that are only self serving then we defy the laws of nature and the appropriate lessons will follow... It is the energy of love. It is the energy of love that is felt in the physical and spiritual realms. When feeling the energy of love build watch the effect it has in creativity and ability to share the feelings in our work and by doing so watch others benefit greatly from it. They do not need to know what the energy is as much as realize how it feels to create and feel the energy of creation at work. Everything changes. Through out my life I have been seeking to connect with others. Not being able to, I did what I could to be acknowledge and communicate with people but not really ever connecting. Now is the time for connecting for all of us. The feelings that come with connecting do not fit nor could the feeling or sensations be defined.. This is the feelings and sensations that I have sought for so long. It reminded me of home. My spiritual home. The ability to love and be loved and seeing the magnificence of love in action. The living beyond the issues of the personalities but complimented by the individualistic approaches to life. I am now getting to experience the truth of life. Yes I still have the complications of the physical world but with the insight of what is to come. We all need to find the way home and the people that are to share in the journey. In truth I do feel that the path is set for each.......

Empowerment of Each Other

Empowerment of Each Other is probably one of the single most important acts we can do for each other. Self empowerment can be a double edge sword. If we choose to empower our pride and ego side of the personality it can only maintain itself through the power of others not through the empowerment of each other. There needs to be a constant exchange other than "what a good person you are" or "How can you do this to me". So what is it that we are choosing to empower, us or the process we are all partaking in. It is scary for me to think about what would happen if this person truly becomes self empowered. What if they too can reach their God self and access the availability of the universal understanding of life. What would occur is that my role of the care taker gets to end and we both can bath in the feelings of freedom. In the process I need to remember that it is a process and it is not for me to deny them or myself the right to that process. So it is time to make the ultimate sacrifice, the sacrifice of the self...not the self that is a part of who we are the self that was just like the plant in the Little Shop of Horror....FEED ME SEYMOUR. Allow your appetite to be for life and the empowerment of the power of truth. The I and ego of the personality will stop at nothing to be fed. The body count will only continue to grow and exceed that of any video game I can think of. The hunger pains and hunt for emotional food will show up somehow and can be so sneaky. It may be in the form of poor me or the tyrant or be withdrawn so that others are forced to reach in. Which ever it is it seeks the energy of others with only a glimmer of opportunity of being able to return it or better yet allow it grow and circulate. Instead it feeds our little self with its insatiable appetite.

Giving and Receiving

I was experiencing different relationships in my life from personal to business and what is very clear is that when the exchange of energy is not on equal terms things just do not work. The offset is the surfacing of having to put energy into the offsetting emotion. It is like we all have energy to give and that energy has to be channeled somewhere or else we become a dormant soul. Just sitting and watching. So where does the energy go that we were provided with. Does it go into the body and works to keep us stagnant?

This book and the others to follow are dedicated to all of us. We need to honor each others path and to respect the challenges of each.