Now the time came for the third healer, Michelle, who end up being a part of my soul group and we had been together many times in the past. Michelle was introduced by mutual friends and the second we met we both realized a very strong connection to our path present and future. It was as close to a feeling of finding a soul mate as one can get. We shared visions and stories that seemed to come from a book we both wrote. It began to renew my heart. I shared my stories and she listened an began to help me to rebuild my spirit and the most important part is that she acknowledged me. Something I was unable to do for myself. I was trying to explain what the energy felt like that I had carried for so long, and then the next night she felt it as if stepping into my soul. It only lasted a few hours but she then understood. We got together for her to do some energy work. After the session, and with a tremendous amount of love she said within seven days the past will come to an end. Well each day I saw a different part of my past and lesson learned. Most of which are in the first part of the book and got me to write in the first place. On the seventh day, I was going to some friend's house with my children, Heather and Aaron, Dean and Melody and Crystal whose parents house it was. I knew that my final release process was about to begin. At first I discounted the feelings and asked them to go away but this was not possible. When we arrived at the house there were the children and myself. It had to be only children present as they were pure of heart. I told the oldest Dean was Michelles son, not to worry that I am about to go through my release. I went into the house lay on the couch and it began. I called my daughter Heather over and told her how much I loved her and said goodby and also to my son, Heather was scared as she did not know what was happening but at some level she trusted. I told her to say goodby to her mom for me and that I tried until I could try no more. During the next three hours I channeled and released. I was fully expectant of it being time for my life to end. The two oldest helped me by giving me messages from the Divine to keep me going and to have courage. I was prepared to die. I had no fear and was fully immersed within my own truth. During the final parts of my release I finally declared who I am. I knew then that I had come back to find the truth and reclaim myself. The adults came home and witnessed the final chapter coming to and end. At the completion of my release process I had one of my friends hold a crystal in her hands and channel all of the negative energy I had held into the crystal. I then threw it across the deck and as if guided the crystal hit a small pipe and shattered into hundreds of pieces. And so one journey came to and end and another began. What I realized is that the time had come for me to clear away all of the accumulated energies that I had gathered throughout time and be able to finally recognize me. The first part of this book, from Clarity to Etheric, came to me one subject at a time. I wrote each one as I understood it but as time went on I began to better understand how each one actually fit into our physical experience of life itself. And so my friends this is what we all need to finally be able to know. There was no way that I ever could have understood the meaning behind the messages until such time as they are experienced. One of the most important things that I need to share is that on all levels I am a physical human being. I had thought for the longest time how can one even be considered to be a Master when they are not perfect. What I now realize is that in our minds we will never achieve a state of perfection, within the eyes of God and Divinity we are already in a state of perfection. We have created such an illusion of perfection for ourselves that we totally missed the reality of what perfection truly is. And so my friends the whole purpose behind our journey is to understand perfection and to be able to answer the age-old question: Who Am I? (It's truly a never-ending adventure of self discovery)

The one lesson that I feel is the most important is that the second we place anyone or anything with greater reverence than we are able to place ourselves a true sin occurs. It is like us saying to Divinity that we are not worth being a part of all things. He is, she is, that is but I am not.... It is the only true sin we will ever know. Everything that is wrong with the world today is a direct result of us not having the courage to honor our own divinity and that of all things. We are now finally coming to that place in our growth of realizing how everything is connected to everything else. Separation was self created. Once we separated us from us the pattern continued to evolve until we see what is before us the world as it is today.

As you read please remember these are my truths and those given to me through my inner visions. In the end you must find your own connection to God. It is my wish that through my experiences you can be given a better understanding of what is within us and how important it is now for all of us to recognize the importance of recognizing that we truly are one. How can one thing be a part of God and something else isn't. Who is to make that judgement? You, me, or are we expecting that to come from an unconditional God.

What is Clarity?

Clarity is the state of knowing what is within without knowing why. For the why can create a false condition. For most of us, we too many times created our own why instead of accepting what is. God has always created the truth, what we make of it is called the free will of man or Ego. Our outward appearance, our personality, is what we created as an expression of our individual truth or the truth we have created for ourselves. We can be part of another ones truth in the path of finding our own individual Truth. As we become more and more awakened to whom we are, my friend, our truth will continue to change and with it so will circumstance for the truth is the sole creator of our circumstances. Our circumstance or perceived position in life is now in a rapid state of change. For our truth and the realization of God are coming to the point where separateness will never again become a conscious choice. Our guides, which represent our own higher self, have asked that we become willing to experience more and more of our own truths and not become lost in the path of another. Our chosen path is a clear one, yes with choices, but each choice is to bring us closer to our own truth and true inner freedom. It is difficult sometimes to accept ourselves as part of the whole. Yes, each with its own divinity. Our divinity is so real and so beautiful. It is like a lotus in full bloom accepting the softness of the water and warmth of the sun and in the middle is the nectar of life, the true essence of our heart and soul.